•To be totally honest with people. Inside and out. That is one of my biggest goals.

The truth shall set you free.  I always have kept myself guarded, never totally being myself.  Always worrying about what people thought of me.  I always thought that I wasn't good enough, felt as though others thought I was bad.  Sounds crazy, I know, but I believe it is more common than we think.  It still haunts me today.  It has kept me locked up within myself.  I never hd many friends and those I did have didn't stand a chance, as soon as they failed me in some way, I dropped them like a hot potato.  I like think I like myself, I love spending time alone, just me.  But ... in some ways I hate myself.  At another time I will post about things from when I was a little girl, stay tuned for that.  What I am trying to say is those who were supposed to nurture me and teach me to love myself were incapable of doing so.  For a long time, I felt as if I were a broken vessel and there was no use for me.  (I heard that a lot growing up as a little girl)  But because of Jesus I now know that not to be true.  He would have died for me even if I was the only one on earth.  That is all that I need.  I want to be able to talk to people and not have to be behind a person that I think everyone will like.  I am working on it.  Help me Lord, be all that you have created me to be, nothing more, nothing less.  I know I am good enough.